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Friday, April 24, 2009
Beautifully contained chaos
Today has been, in all intents and purposes, a perfectly normal homeschool day. Started off with the usuals - properties of materials, abstract nouns and percentages for Rosie and building an Animal Crossing house out of bricks for April. Then they went on to craft stuff and this is where I started to unravel mildly.
Rosie carried on with her castle:
April did some "stamping" which then turned into an impromptu colour mixing experiment:
.... and I flitted back and forth between the two becoming gradually more (quietly) hysterical over the mess. Oh! mess there was - over the dining table, Rosie, me, April's table, April, the radiator ... on and on.
There are times when I really don't think I'm a "proper" home educator at all - real home educators don't seem to mind the paint and glue and glitter and cut up paper and other crap all over the place. Me? I can tolerate it to a point but then start getting panicky.
Actually, this may be as good a place as any to bring our minds back to the issue of school for April. Some regular readers would be very forgiven for assuming that we had decided to home educate April - after all, the dread "s" word hasn't been mentioned for a while has it? Well, we haven't decided that at all - at the moment, her place is still there, we haven't cancelled it or anything
We've just kinda ... forgotten about it lately *shrugs*. I guess the "mess" issue brought it back into my mind.
I wonder, what would I gain from her going? One afternoon a week to myself, less mess around the house, more peaceful time to work with Rosie (who needs the help more).
... but what would I lose? Seeing my child grow up and learn first hand instead of getting half baked school reports, knowing exactly WHAT she was learning instead of getting half baked school reports ..... you get the picture.
.... but there are still no clear answers. This sounds incredibly sad but I need someone to say "you must send April to school because......" (and then give me a sensible reason) or "you must home educate April because ......" (and then give me a sensible reason).
I'm normally pretty damn good at making decisions but on this occasion I cannot. My brain, it seems, has turned into rice pudding.
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